“Even in church here, women undress me with their eyes, married women. Listen, Church is full of hypocrites but it is the safest place to be.”
I was back home this weekend and opened up to a brother about my struggles and he said some eye opening things to me.
He said “it’s an ongoing battle, you fight everyday to dominate it or grow numb and yield to it.”
But I’ve used people, I’ve used girls, who I want to be is so far away…
“You don’t even know my past, girls will fling themselves at you, girls will come, women are attracted to power, and ofcourse using the right words it is second nature to a man to take advantage. it takes self control and self discipline. but don’t try and perfect yourself outside of Christ, you will fail. You have to never give up.”
“I thank God for the brothers I have in Church, we tell each other everything, which is what Church should be…”
Yer I’m honest with myself but I need more people around me…I struggled this year in university.
“Of course. You can’t allow yourself to wallow in self pity though. That’s straight from the devil. Do you think I don’t struggle, do you think [another bro] doesn’t struggle, let me tell you, with [girlfriend], …it takes GREAT self discipline and everytime i celebrate an achievement, something happens to bring us down…”
“Just don’t give up”
