Matt 18 POWER
Reading the opening chapters of matt 18 I can relate to the disciples. There is this innate desire in us, well in me to have power. POWER. I want power to right the wrongs, I want power to enforce justice, I want power to strengthen equality. I want power to make the oppressed realise their rightful place. POWER POWER POWER. Those might all seem like good reasons to have power, but if I’m being honest, I want power so I can be respected. So people fear me, think twice before they speak to me, and this is translating to how I’m hitting the gym every week. I think God has taught me a lot about humility this year. There’s this girl I know, we’ve been through school together from middle school to 6th form, and she is a genius, she’s dropped 1 mark in 3 maths exams so she has 99% in her maths a-levels, over 90% in physics, and you know she does not flaunt it. She’s always there to help out; she never thinks she’s too good, even when she is. I’ve been watching her, not in a creepy way, but there is so much to learn from her. If it were me, would I do the same? There’s a streak of arrogance in me that I’m really working on. Correction: God is working on.
I ask God for humility. God resists the proud, not the devil, not demons, not angels, GOD resists the proud, if God is blocking you… well you’re screwed.
Look at Jesus – He poured out the glory of heaven, cherubim’s and angels praise, heavenly massages, heavenly jakuzis, imagine Jesus’ Lamborghini in Heaven, He gave up all that to backchat from Pharisees, he must have been restraining the angels around not to smite them lol. Humility – I need to learn it. Putting the Will of God first. Putting others second. Yourself last.
This coincides with the ending verses of this chapter, God calls us “wicked” if we do not forgive. He loved us first, so we can love others. True love is humility isn’t it.
Well thank you Lord for pointing this out to me. Show me how to continue to reflect your image and be more humble.